I am muslim woman and before i got marriade i went to one old sheikh to be punnished by spanking.I always was deep in hard sef discipline and i wanted to be more disciplined so i found one old sheikh who understand how much i needed to be in very high level of discipline.He used to spank me on my butt with belt untill i cryed.I knowed its for my goodnes and every time after hard spanking i feelt free and i feelt great feeling.I would like to know if anyone had same experiance or if this okay in islam.I hope it is becoase this did old sheikh.