Hi, I have a Muslim boyfriend. I know that we are living in sin. We might get married after he buys a house. He had a house before but his ex-wife divorced him and took the house and the boat away from him. She was Catholic. This was 6 years ago. So now he has to start all over again. He makes a lot of money as the manager of a Taco Bell. So as soon as he gets a house we will hopefully be married. But yes, right now we live in sin. Not only does he have intercourse with me but he performs anal sex on me. I'm not completely comfortable with it but it is my desire to submit to his will. When we get married is he permitted in Islam to have anal sex with me? I know that sometimes anal sex can cause bleeding. After he has anal sex with me I ask him to please wash his gentials with soap and water. I ask him to wash it with soap and water to prevent infection. I would hate to catch an infection from him sticking it in the wrong hole and then sticking it in the right hole. So he washes his gentials when I ask him to.I feel as though I might be going to hell. But lately I've had my doubts about Jesus comming back. I really need a boyfrind and eventually a husband because I live alone and suffer from depression that causes me think of suicide almost on a daily basis. So I think what I'm doing is better than commiting suicide. I rather have a boyfriend and be alive than be alone and kill myself. Because I swear, the suicidal feelings come from living alone. Just like sometimes I smoke an e-ciggarrete instead of slitting my wrist. I am doing my best to practice being a good wife. I am very respectful to my boyfriend. I say 'please' and 'thank you' on a daily basis. It is important to me to be respectful to my future husband because my mom was very dis-respectful to her husband. My mom would punch my dad, yell at him, call him names, make him do all the cooking and was never thankful for anything. I've wanted to get married and be the total opposite of my mom. That why I'm always saying 'please' and 'thank you' to my boyfriend. My mom was diagnoised with Boarderline Personality Disorder later in life. Anways, what does Islam say about anal sex?